Tuesday, March 18, 2014

What a Difference a Day Makes

March 18th....
{Just a Day}

I had so much trouble unwinding and going to sleep last night. 
This day was heavy on my mind, as it is each year....

This is an Anniversary date for me of my second loss.
It's been 7 years...it still hurts...I can still cry for my baby....I named him Angel (We do not know if he was boy or girl, I just feel he was a boy)...he left a huge imprint on my heart...I can't wait to hug him in Heaven.

I am so encouraged to wake this morning with a song of Praise already on my heart
{It's been on repeat all morning}

Chris Tomlin's song "God of This City"

There is no one like our God
There is no one like our God

Greater things have yet to come
Greater things are still to be done here

Yes, it does get easier, but the emotion is still raw. It's almost surprising that even after all this time I can still feel the ache in my heart....in my womb....in my arms.

I do not understand "Why", but the journey has been amazing. Something I never thought I could say. 
Only God can make a tragedy work to His Glory!
My relationship with him is so intimate and personal and I do not believe I would be where I am in my Walk had I not experienced the years of trials and grief.
Just like the song says....

You're the light in the darkness
You're the hope in the hopeless
You're the peace in the restless

 So thankful!! 
He was my Light, my Hope, my Peace...

I am grateful for my sweet baby.  He helped mold me into the person I am today.  
This journey has brought me to my knees, face in the floor!
I know all my Heavenly Baby's Dates will be difficult, but I pray I honor them daily and that
their memory will live on through me.

I miss you sweet Baby....

Please take a moment and listen to this song.
I promise it will bless you!

Many Blessings,
Sweet Birdie Blessings
Embracing One Mom at a Time

1 comment:

  1. so sorry for your loss. I haven't yet come to any anniversaries or even the due date yet but its comforting to see the way that you have marked it out and seen how it has molded you x